Finally, some time to blog before I turn in to my book for the evening. The past week has been a complete whirlwind filled with Christmas festivities, health scares (thank goodness MIL is okay), cubicle fun (note sarcasm), and as much Twilight as I could fit in (I'm totally addicted).
Mostly we enjoyed watching the Bird learn - in all seriousness (see pics)- to love Christmas; such a special time with many of the most meaningful people in his life. We truly are blessed. Thank you to everyone who helped to make our holiday's, and our lives, brighter.
12.29.2008
12.19.2008
Trailing Tantrums
It wasn't long ago that I would look at the mom's in stores, restaurants, anywhere in public who had the temper tantrum trailing along and think 'why even bring them out', right? Obviously it's probably the parenting that did, or didn't, happen that's making this child act up in this way... duh.
I had my first tantrum fun earlier this week. BigCat ran in to get a hair cut and the Bird and I were waiting in the car (keeping him out of trouble in a salon would be impossible). Since the Bird was growing restless, I decided to take him into Panera to grab some lunch. So many comments about how cute and well-behaved he is. Awww, thanks. But, then it happened. As I was trying to bundle him up for the great outdoors, he starts falling all over the place, crying, running, throwing his sippy cup, etc. Ahhhh!!! I finally gather him only to realize that my childhood next door neighbor (she was older than me, quite intimidating, needless to say we were no where near friendship) was watching the whole debacle as her daughter sat well-behaved.
Apparently, this is something that just happens. I'm hoping it's something that is just grown out of as well. I will have only sympathy for those poor mom's from here on out, because sometimes the tantrums just have to tag along.
I had my first tantrum fun earlier this week. BigCat ran in to get a hair cut and the Bird and I were waiting in the car (keeping him out of trouble in a salon would be impossible). Since the Bird was growing restless, I decided to take him into Panera to grab some lunch. So many comments about how cute and well-behaved he is. Awww, thanks. But, then it happened. As I was trying to bundle him up for the great outdoors, he starts falling all over the place, crying, running, throwing his sippy cup, etc. Ahhhh!!! I finally gather him only to realize that my childhood next door neighbor (she was older than me, quite intimidating, needless to say we were no where near friendship) was watching the whole debacle as her daughter sat well-behaved.
Apparently, this is something that just happens. I'm hoping it's something that is just grown out of as well. I will have only sympathy for those poor mom's from here on out, because sometimes the tantrums just have to tag along.
12.15.2008
Baked Goods
Last night, I wrote a long blog about why my ERCP procedure has been moved to February 17th, a month later than originally planned. In short, it's because of work, but my original blog went into great detail. As I was reviewing it, the Bird came up, smacked my laptop, and bam! it was gone. My stomach dropped - I was left with nothing after a good amount of time and thought went into it. I asked myself... is this a sign I should not post it? I was indeed venting and didn't have a whole lot of good to say about the workplace. Eh, I thought, I'll still write it.
After detailing the happenings of my Friday in the office again, I took a brain break in order to read it later with a fresh(er) mind. At 7 o'clock, I decided to bake some banana chocolate chip muffins I've been craving for months. I
never start projects so late in the evening (yes, I consider this late... it's my time to unwind, not get started), but last night I made an exception considering how fired up my mind was.
I cannot remember the last time I baked something other than pre-made cookies. Last night I learned that baking is quite good for my mind, and soul. After writing a therapeutic blog - twice - and baking some muffins, I knew I didn't need to air all of the dirt behind the date change.
After detailing the happenings of my Friday in the office again, I took a brain break in order to read it later with a fresh(er) mind. At 7 o'clock, I decided to bake some banana chocolate chip muffins I've been craving for months. I
never start projects so late in the evening (yes, I consider this late... it's my time to unwind, not get started), but last night I made an exception considering how fired up my mind was.
I cannot remember the last time I baked something other than pre-made cookies. Last night I learned that baking is quite good for my mind, and soul. After writing a therapeutic blog - twice - and baking some muffins, I knew I didn't need to air all of the dirt behind the date change.
12.11.2008
It's all about me!
BigCat and I use the title phrase often - it's the joke about who it's really all about in our household at a given time... him or me. Ha! I think we all know it's really all about the Bird. However, this time, this post, is going to be all about me - a benefit of hosting your own blog.
Yesterday, I visited the specialist again to discuss the next steps in determining the cause of my daily abdominal pain. It is believed that I suffer from Pancreas Divisum. For an information overflow on the subject, you may click here, but I will describe in short.
Normally, before birth, the two ducts of the pancreas fuse to create one. Pancreas Divisum is an anomaly in which the ducts do not fuse together, so the fluid drains from two separate ducts. Because of this, the larger one is left with more to drain and not a large enough opening to do so, creating a fluid back-up in the pancreas and causing pain.
On January 7th, I am having an Endoscopic Ultrasound done. This should verify that we're dealing with PD. If so, I have a procedure scheduled for January 15th, an ERCP with a sphincterotomy. The procedure is scrutinized by some, but I am in the hands of an excellent doctor and this is his thing. The biggest downfall... there's only a 50% success rate. However, even with that and other risks, the possible benefits outweigh everything.
Yesterday, I visited the specialist again to discuss the next steps in determining the cause of my daily abdominal pain. It is believed that I suffer from Pancreas Divisum. For an information overflow on the subject, you may click here, but I will describe in short.
Normally, before birth, the two ducts of the pancreas fuse to create one. Pancreas Divisum is an anomaly in which the ducts do not fuse together, so the fluid drains from two separate ducts. Because of this, the larger one is left with more to drain and not a large enough opening to do so, creating a fluid back-up in the pancreas and causing pain.
On January 7th, I am having an Endoscopic Ultrasound done. This should verify that we're dealing with PD. If so, I have a procedure scheduled for January 15th, an ERCP with a sphincterotomy. The procedure is scrutinized by some, but I am in the hands of an excellent doctor and this is his thing. The biggest downfall... there's only a 50% success rate. However, even with that and other risks, the possible benefits outweigh everything.
12.09.2008
No Compliment Intended
As long as I've known BigCat, he has been anti-computer. Didn't want anything to do with the "Internet machine". However, since the laptop joined our household a few months back, BigCat has found a new hobby... Now I can hardly get the thing away from him, and when I do, I feel pressure to get it back into his anxious hands.
Since his realization that computers are indeed good devices, the television rarely gets his full attention. Pre-computer, if the TV was on, I would have to beg, yell, wave, all to get his attention. And I don't mean his full attention, but just enough for him to comprehend I was talking.
Last night, I explained my astonishment to him... How he can tune into the tele like nothing, or anyone, else existed, and that even now with a favorite playing device on his lap he was still able to "watch" a show. He looked at me, smiled, nodded, and said thank you.
Since his realization that computers are indeed good devices, the television rarely gets his full attention. Pre-computer, if the TV was on, I would have to beg, yell, wave, all to get his attention. And I don't mean his full attention, but just enough for him to comprehend I was talking.
Last night, I explained my astonishment to him... How he can tune into the tele like nothing, or anyone, else existed, and that even now with a favorite playing device on his lap he was still able to "watch" a show. He looked at me, smiled, nodded, and said thank you.
12.07.2008
Upoem *
Pots of soup, boiling atop the stove
Help for earaches, fever and colds
Juice, naps, it should do us some good
Low-key weekend, thankful we could
Pass the bugs round, back and forth
Grateful one could tend to the hearth
Soon we hope to all be well
In time for parties and silver bells
Until then, we'll get some rest
So when we see you, we're at our best
* Upoem = update + poem
Help for earaches, fever and colds
Juice, naps, it should do us some good
Low-key weekend, thankful we could
Pass the bugs round, back and forth
Grateful one could tend to the hearth
Soon we hope to all be well
In time for parties and silver bells
Until then, we'll get some rest
So when we see you, we're at our best
* Upoem = update + poem
12.04.2008
Mr. Mom
At first thought, and overall, a job loss in any family is a difficult time. Thus far, my conclusion is that the financing will be the hardest part. However, in our household, there are many pros that come with it as well:
- A clean and picked-up house, everyday
- Bonding for BigCat and the Bird, Momless
- Home cooked meals ready and waiting following my work days
- Tuesday night parties
- 3 days a week are ours, they do not belong to the employer
- Not writing a weekly check for someone else to care for the Bird
- I am only responsible for getting myself ready and to work on time in the a.m.
- BigCat realizing how much work running a household is, even without being paired with "work"
- More family QT, thanks to everything BigCat gets done during the day
And, last but not least:
-We are growing stronger as a family unit - it's either that or falling apart... and, well, the latter is not acceptable for us.
However, do not be mistaken, I hope that he's back to work sooner than later. But, as long as this is where we are in life, I am going to enjoy the positive effects of Mr. Mom.
- A clean and picked-up house, everyday
- Bonding for BigCat and the Bird, Momless
- Home cooked meals ready and waiting following my work days
- Tuesday night parties
- 3 days a week are ours, they do not belong to the employer
- Not writing a weekly check for someone else to care for the Bird
- I am only responsible for getting myself ready and to work on time in the a.m.
- BigCat realizing how much work running a household is, even without being paired with "work"
- More family QT, thanks to everything BigCat gets done during the day
And, last but not least:
-We are growing stronger as a family unit - it's either that or falling apart... and, well, the latter is not acceptable for us.
However, do not be mistaken, I hope that he's back to work sooner than later. But, as long as this is where we are in life, I am going to enjoy the positive effects of Mr. Mom.
12.02.2008
Take 5
As I was listening to talk radio on my way home (yes, I'm that old - ahem - sophisticated) I heard the dreaded words... 'cancel a show like Dirty Sexy Money'. What?!?! Cancel DSM?? I haven't felt a disappointment like this over something so incredibly trivial in a really long time. I felt it all the way to my stomach. I explained to BigCat tonight that I haven't felt this excitement for the tele since Friends ended... and when was that, five years ago? Since last season, this has been a highlight of my Wednesday's, right behind having the day off with the Bird. [tear]
I hope it's not another five years til the next great. Or am I missing one out there??
I hope it's not another five years til the next great. Or am I missing one out there??
11.27.2008
Thanksgiving:
A day to give thanks or a day to be reminded of what to be thankful for?
For me, today, both. Not that I've ever forgotten the latter, but there are times it is shoved to the rear of my thoughts in lieu of self pity.
Last week we went from empathizing with the nation to sympathizing with it. Really, those two words confuse me, so suffice to say we are unexpectedly feeling the wrath of today's economy (so if you need a great carpenter...). On top of that, BigCat has a "raving ear infection" - yes, he even went to the clinic. Sans the delicious take-home meal from his loving auntie this Thanksgiving, BigCat would have completely missed out on all of the greatness of the day.
However, the Bird and I were fortunate enough to enjoy the best part of today... in the company of family. Going into the day, I sadly felt unsure of my thanks. I know deep down how absolutely blessed I am, but I sometimes still allow myself a funk. This year, Thanksgiving came at an impeccable time in my life... when a reminder of the safety, love, support and realness of family goes a long way. It clears the fog in my head, helps me to see life a little more clearly.
Thank you... to all of my family and friends. In all honesty, without you, I would be nothing!
For me, today, both. Not that I've ever forgotten the latter, but there are times it is shoved to the rear of my thoughts in lieu of self pity.
Last week we went from empathizing with the nation to sympathizing with it. Really, those two words confuse me, so suffice to say we are unexpectedly feeling the wrath of today's economy (so if you need a great carpenter...). On top of that, BigCat has a "raving ear infection" - yes, he even went to the clinic. Sans the delicious take-home meal from his loving auntie this Thanksgiving, BigCat would have completely missed out on all of the greatness of the day.
However, the Bird and I were fortunate enough to enjoy the best part of today... in the company of family. Going into the day, I sadly felt unsure of my thanks. I know deep down how absolutely blessed I am, but I sometimes still allow myself a funk. This year, Thanksgiving came at an impeccable time in my life... when a reminder of the safety, love, support and realness of family goes a long way. It clears the fog in my head, helps me to see life a little more clearly.
Thank you... to all of my family and friends. In all honesty, without you, I would be nothing!
11.24.2008
Indisposed
There's decent reason I've been absent from blogland... all in our abode are sick. Who wants to read about a bunch of sickly?? Well, quit reading now if you don't because it's all I have.
The Bird ran a temp, of 102, as his nose became an ever-running fountain. Although he's a bit chirpier now, he's far from full flight. BigCat rarely admits he's ailing but this time around he's engulfed in meds... and a blanket. And me, well, same ol' story. Again, no diagnosis but some confidence from a specialist that we'd find the answer (soon, please!!!). Onward with tests. Fun, fun tests.
So, that's kind of where I've been... just hanging with docs and taking care of sick ones. Lots of QT for our little family, both last and this coming weekend. That should be good for us all.
The Bird ran a temp, of 102, as his nose became an ever-running fountain. Although he's a bit chirpier now, he's far from full flight. BigCat rarely admits he's ailing but this time around he's engulfed in meds... and a blanket. And me, well, same ol' story. Again, no diagnosis but some confidence from a specialist that we'd find the answer (soon, please!!!). Onward with tests. Fun, fun tests.
So, that's kind of where I've been... just hanging with docs and taking care of sick ones. Lots of QT for our little family, both last and this coming weekend. That should be good for us all.
11.17.2008
Easy Peasy
That's what my co-working friend said about the last procedure I had in attempt to figure out my stomach issues. I, however, felt differently. I guess it wasn't difficult on my part, but I didn't enjoy it. On Wednesday, I am finally going to the specialist. Apparently he's like the specialist of specialists, who specializes in post gallbladder removal surgery. Whew. And the procedure: Endoscopic retrograde cholangiopancreatography... It's not even easy to say much less easy to endure! Nah, it'll be fine.
Although I'm not looking forward to the procedure, I am anxiously awaiting some answers. Let's hope I get some, and fixable ones at that!
Correction: Sorry, I got a little ahead of myself. When I received the paperwork for my appointment I looked it over and put it away for the following month. In the mean time, I searched mayoclinic.com and pulled up the name of the below mentioned procedure... I saw the looooong last word and assumed (we all know what ass-u-me stands for) that was my procedure. Well, really I'm having magnetic resonance cholangiopancreatography. This is a "less invasive alternative to [ERCP]".
Although I'm not looking forward to the procedure, I am anxiously awaiting some answers. Let's hope I get some, and fixable ones at that!
Correction: Sorry, I got a little ahead of myself. When I received the paperwork for my appointment I looked it over and put it away for the following month. In the mean time, I searched mayoclinic.com and pulled up the name of the below mentioned procedure... I saw the looooong last word and assumed (we all know what ass-u-me stands for) that was my procedure. Well, really I'm having magnetic resonance cholangiopancreatography. This is a "less invasive alternative to [ERCP]".
11.14.2008
Verdict
The verdict is in... I didn't get the position. At this time, I am trying to force some positive thoughts:
* Both the Bird and I still have Wednesday's to enjoy together
* I am content with my current position
* With my recent health issues, a department that understands is helpful
* The supervisor "wishes they had a position for me"
* She also stated that a great fitting position may be opening in the future
* They now know me and were very impressed
* If they did have someone in mind when this all began (which is what I believe), I have a chance of being that someone the next time around.
So, that's that. Onto the weekend to recover.
* Both the Bird and I still have Wednesday's to enjoy together
* I am content with my current position
* With my recent health issues, a department that understands is helpful
* The supervisor "wishes they had a position for me"
* She also stated that a great fitting position may be opening in the future
* They now know me and were very impressed
* If they did have someone in mind when this all began (which is what I believe), I have a chance of being that someone the next time around.
So, that's that. Onto the weekend to recover.
Driving Miss Crazy
Make copies
Check phone
Meet with co-worker
Check phone
Little Girl's room
Check phone
Get mail
Check phone
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
It's making me nutty.
Check phone
Meet with co-worker
Check phone
Little Girl's room
Check phone
Get mail
Check phone
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
It's making me nutty.
11.13.2008
Ahhhhh!!
I just can't keep it in anymore! I think if I share this with you, I will feel better and maybe, just maybe, my wishes will come true with more positive thoughts coming my way.
I have applied for a position within my org... but not just any position, basically it's what I've had in mind since I graduated that windy day back in May 2003. I had my first interview last week, and have since interviewed a second time after making it into the top five. Whew! I expect to hear back by tomorrow, or on Monday at the latest... Lord help me if I have to wait the weekend, good news or bad.
On the side of superstition, I'm not sure whether I should be bloggin' so openly about this, but I just have to let some of this excitement out somehow.
I have applied for a position within my org... but not just any position, basically it's what I've had in mind since I graduated that windy day back in May 2003. I had my first interview last week, and have since interviewed a second time after making it into the top five. Whew! I expect to hear back by tomorrow, or on Monday at the latest... Lord help me if I have to wait the weekend, good news or bad.
On the side of superstition, I'm not sure whether I should be bloggin' so openly about this, but I just have to let some of this excitement out somehow.
11.10.2008
You can always visit
Thursday: Pineapple appears when we arrive home
Friday: Pineapple is fed, warmed and loved (see eaten words)
Saturday: Pineapple is taken to the Humane Society, we are informed 'she' is a (neutered) 'he' (Thanks AD!)
Monday, Sign spotted reading "Lost Cat Call... ", contacted Pineapple's family, conducted reverse phone number search, determine said residence is right.next.door.
In some way, this seems to make the story less heroic, less riveting. However, in the end, all are well; Pineapple (aka Jack) and his family. That's always a good thing.
Amy's Day
9 years ago today, my dear, dear cousin Amy passed away. Anyone near and dear in my life knows how much this girl meant to me. We were more than cousins, closer to sisters, just the kind that didn't get to see each other enough.
Although it is a very sad day, it is also a special one. It is a day to remember her and how she impacted every one's lives she was a part of, in her extraordinary way. I awoke this morning with only thoughts of her, and although it was 9 years ago that she was taken from us, I remember the day like it was last week.
I was at a boyfriend's house when I received the call from my mom. I can still clearly picture myself sitting on the edge of the bed in complete shock, disbelief, bewilderment. I wasn't able to drive myself, so he brought me home. There stood my mom in the kitchen, waiting. There was nothing to be said. All we had were questions, and unanswerable ones at that. We curled up in the living room being sleep was not conceivable and watched Forrest Gump. I haven't even peeked at the movie again since then, nor do I believe I ever will.
There are no words to describe the loss we all feel. I am grateful we're able to talk about, remember and appreciate Amy with her parents, siblings and son. To this day, I still feel her presence now and then, and am thankful for the connection we continue to have.
Amy, you are always missed, remembered and loved and will continue to be until we see you again.
Although it is a very sad day, it is also a special one. It is a day to remember her and how she impacted every one's lives she was a part of, in her extraordinary way. I awoke this morning with only thoughts of her, and although it was 9 years ago that she was taken from us, I remember the day like it was last week.
I was at a boyfriend's house when I received the call from my mom. I can still clearly picture myself sitting on the edge of the bed in complete shock, disbelief, bewilderment. I wasn't able to drive myself, so he brought me home. There stood my mom in the kitchen, waiting. There was nothing to be said. All we had were questions, and unanswerable ones at that. We curled up in the living room being sleep was not conceivable and watched Forrest Gump. I haven't even peeked at the movie again since then, nor do I believe I ever will.
There are no words to describe the loss we all feel. I am grateful we're able to talk about, remember and appreciate Amy with her parents, siblings and son. To this day, I still feel her presence now and then, and am thankful for the connection we continue to have.
Amy, you are always missed, remembered and loved and will continue to be until we see you again.
11.07.2008
Pineapple
First of all, this is post #100. What a milestone! Now, onto the matter at hand...
We have had a cat for the last 12 hours. Although BigCat's name may imply otherwise, we are far from 'cat people'. In fact, we're the complete opposite. After arriving home last night, a cat, we'll call her Pineapple, shimmied right into the garage. It took us 20 minutes or so to get her swept out (yes, BigCat used a broom to coax her). After she reluctantly left the garage, we were able to shut the door and continue unloading our groceries. Pineapple sat right next to the garage door and meowed, constantly, non-stop. Although I'm not a cat person, I felt for the poor little thing. Pineapple is clearly a house cat, waiting at every door, and at the sound of one opening bolting towards it. We had to be cautious about letting the pup out being Pineapple is bigger than her, and the pup has not had any cat encounters. As the night went on, we continued to check once in a while to see whether the coast was clear for the pup, but each time we neared the front door there it was... meow... meow... meeeoooww. I eventually took the pup out back and called it a night. BigCat checked a bit later and said that Pineapple was gone.
After the night's sleep, I woke with only brief thoughts of Pineapple. BigCat heard the meowing but the coast was clear in the front. I went to open the back shades and there she was on the deck, clawing at the screen door and meow... meow... meowing.
There will be no feeding, housing or loving of Pineapple. I thought she'd realize when looking in through the back door this morning at the house with the yipping pup and short guy that it wasn't her home like she seemed to believe. My only option of ridding her (without using BigCat's idea) is to haul her into a shelter, and honestly, that isn't happening until Sunday at the earliest. I hope you find your home Pineapple...
We have had a cat for the last 12 hours. Although BigCat's name may imply otherwise, we are far from 'cat people'. In fact, we're the complete opposite. After arriving home last night, a cat, we'll call her Pineapple, shimmied right into the garage. It took us 20 minutes or so to get her swept out (yes, BigCat used a broom to coax her). After she reluctantly left the garage, we were able to shut the door and continue unloading our groceries. Pineapple sat right next to the garage door and meowed, constantly, non-stop. Although I'm not a cat person, I felt for the poor little thing. Pineapple is clearly a house cat, waiting at every door, and at the sound of one opening bolting towards it. We had to be cautious about letting the pup out being Pineapple is bigger than her, and the pup has not had any cat encounters. As the night went on, we continued to check once in a while to see whether the coast was clear for the pup, but each time we neared the front door there it was... meow... meow... meeeoooww. I eventually took the pup out back and called it a night. BigCat checked a bit later and said that Pineapple was gone.
After the night's sleep, I woke with only brief thoughts of Pineapple. BigCat heard the meowing but the coast was clear in the front. I went to open the back shades and there she was on the deck, clawing at the screen door and meow... meow... meowing.
There will be no feeding, housing or loving of Pineapple. I thought she'd realize when looking in through the back door this morning at the house with the yipping pup and short guy that it wasn't her home like she seemed to believe. My only option of ridding her (without using BigCat's idea) is to haul her into a shelter, and honestly, that isn't happening until Sunday at the earliest. I hope you find your home Pineapple...
11.05.2008
I I Cap'n
I recently had an instance in which a somewhat uncomfortable, irritating situation arose. My first reaction was great concern for how the other's involved felt about the situation at hand. Whenever I do this, there is a great amount of assumption involved (and we all know what 'assume' stands for...). Anyway, after some thought about the issue, I decided to permit, or more so force, myself to do something I rarely do. I allowed myself to think about my feelings in the matter. Let it be known, this was a very minor issue. One of those little life things that you stress about for no good reason. Anyway, my conclusion was that I was actually a bit hurt myself. This self realization, acknowledgement of this sentiment, was a freeing moment.
11.04.2008
Judging Sarah
If you were to ask me if I was glad I did it? Absolutely. Will I do it again? Absolutely. However, after a 16 hour day at the polls (and endless commercials, political calls and campaigning mail) I am quite relieved it won't be for quite some time.
Today's Faves:
* Being an important part of something we have the "right" to do
* Sampling all of those good treats brought to share
* Meeting some of the family behind "Honor Road" - 1 of the 3 (remember?)roads surrounding us
* Recognized name = First cousin once removed
* Talking with Roger about family, Z-town and sheep
* Inadvertently becoming referred to as the "Head Judge in training"
* Meeting yet another neighbor after 3 years in an unconventional way (I met one just recently when she helped me at a store 30 miles from our houses...)
Even after the Primary Election, I was quite anxious about today. The verdict is in... it has been a good day!
Today's Faves:
* Being an important part of something we have the "right" to do
* Sampling all of those good treats brought to share
* Meeting some of the family behind "Honor Road" - 1 of the 3 (remember?)roads surrounding us
* Recognized name = First cousin once removed
* Talking with Roger about family, Z-town and sheep
* Inadvertently becoming referred to as the "Head Judge in training"
* Meeting yet another neighbor after 3 years in an unconventional way (I met one just recently when she helped me at a store 30 miles from our houses...)
Even after the Primary Election, I was quite anxious about today. The verdict is in... it has been a good day!
10.26.2008
A Slice of Bread
I feel like I've been a bit of a blog slacker lately, for that I apologize. Life has been feeling a bit hectic lately, which actually affords me many blog thoughts each day. Neglected blog... yes, but not forgotten. Birthday and Halloween parties, a wedding, planting, visiting, and lots of time spent with a busy little Bird have all taken part in this fall zipping right on by. As the snow flew today, I realized this was exactly what has happened.
Tonight I'm especially excited about something that most people may find dull... Quicken. I try to remain on top of finances and have many systems in place, but that's just it, there are many systems. I've started the process and am so pumped about what this software is going to help me do. Is it just me?? A program to help with the checking account, bills, taxes... is a delight?? Ahhh... love is in the crisp air.
Some banana bread and photos to get us all caught up. What's that, you didn't get any bread?? Well, enjoy the photos.
Tonight I'm especially excited about something that most people may find dull... Quicken. I try to remain on top of finances and have many systems in place, but that's just it, there are many systems. I've started the process and am so pumped about what this software is going to help me do. Is it just me?? A program to help with the checking account, bills, taxes... is a delight?? Ahhh... love is in the crisp air.
Some banana bread and photos to get us all caught up. What's that, you didn't get any bread?? Well, enjoy the photos.
10.19.2008
Family Pic
It seems rare these days that we get a family picture, let alone a decent one. Last Thursday, the family enjoyed a delicious dinner out at Benihana. To some's dismay, I announced to our waitress that we were celebrating a birthday or two, and lo and behold they were presented with ice cream and a Polaroid picture. This was our end result.
We had a busy weekend which included some more birthday celebrations with my momma. So many good meals, card playing, and fun. BigCat had been set all week prior on "dominating" in a 500 tourney, and he did just that. He left with a large bag of trail mix but an even larger head... oops, I mean smile.
Mom, I hope you continue to live up and enjoy what's left of your birthday month! I am so happy we were able to make it up this weekend.
We had a busy weekend which included some more birthday celebrations with my momma. So many good meals, card playing, and fun. BigCat had been set all week prior on "dominating" in a 500 tourney, and he did just that. He left with a large bag of trail mix but an even larger head... oops, I mean smile.
Mom, I hope you continue to live up and enjoy what's left of your birthday month! I am so happy we were able to make it up this weekend.
10.09.2008
October Ninth
Happy Birthday, BigBro. I know life has thrown you a curve ball, but I also know you're really good at hitting the ball... especially when it counts. You have a lot of people behind you and here for you on your birthday, and always. I hope you have contentment and whatever else you need on this birthday. Lots of love ~ LilSis
10.04.2008
ComfortaCarbs
Carbohydrates. They're like a ginormous hug for the body. An inner hug. I've been craving carbs like mad lately, maybe in an effort to make my insides happy. My favorite feel-good meal is Mac & Cheese, yum. Or maybe Serum's potato soup. Anyway, it's working.
And it's a good thing I've found my own remedy to use. All of the tests done thus far have come back normal. It is a relief that we're able to rule out some of the possibilities, but there are so many more avenues to try.
I've had a happy weekend at home, wonderful Bird QT, and a filled up, warm tummy.
And it's a good thing I've found my own remedy to use. All of the tests done thus far have come back normal. It is a relief that we're able to rule out some of the possibilities, but there are so many more avenues to try.
I've had a happy weekend at home, wonderful Bird QT, and a filled up, warm tummy.
10.01.2008
A Piece of Prayer
With the world as it is today, I know that many people, probably all, are in need of prayers. The agenda each night before sleep seems to be getting longer by day.
For the last two and a half months or so, I've been feeling under the weather. I've had abdominal pain, or more of a discomfort, a distressing nuisance. The problem is that it is almost non-stop and has recently been accompanied with nausea. I have been doctoring, but that is a whole lot of 'hurry up, and wait'. I have a few tests underway and if nothing turns up with these, we will continue to search for answers.
At this point, it seems to be a guessing and testing game; it could be one of many different things. Although I look just fine from the outside, this is affecting me on so many different levels. I ask anyone willing, to put me in as a piece of their prayers.
For the last two and a half months or so, I've been feeling under the weather. I've had abdominal pain, or more of a discomfort, a distressing nuisance. The problem is that it is almost non-stop and has recently been accompanied with nausea. I have been doctoring, but that is a whole lot of 'hurry up, and wait'. I have a few tests underway and if nothing turns up with these, we will continue to search for answers.
At this point, it seems to be a guessing and testing game; it could be one of many different things. Although I look just fine from the outside, this is affecting me on so many different levels. I ask anyone willing, to put me in as a piece of their prayers.
9.25.2008
A Day Late and A Comma Short
I would guess most of you are not aware that yesterday was National Punctuation Day Dont believe me check it out www dot nationalpunctuationday dot com I had no idea until a friend at work sent me the link because she thought of me I wasnt sure exactly why it triggered thoughts of me however I know I really like to use commas ellipsis and the like to get my point across as close to the way I would speak it So for a gift on National Punctuation Day a day late I have decided to give all punctuations a day off or at least a blog off It is one of those things we may take for granted and maybe a day without will remind us that sometimes too much is better than too little
9.21.2008
Soderama
Having a nice big yard was our first reason for moving out to Z-town and after a little over 3 years since the big move, we finally have it! I couldn't be happier about this.
Thank you to everyone who helped us with this considerable project (although I know they're not all avid LL readers). It literally would not have been possible without the help we received from family and friends. And not only did they provide excellent help, they made the day a much more momentous one for us.
BigCat finally has a happy wifey with her long awaited lawn. I'm feeling revived and much less overwhelmed by the yard tasks up next. I think the following projects will be more fun and rewarding. It's amazing the difference a zillion green blades of grass make... check it out!!
Thank you to everyone who helped us with this considerable project (although I know they're not all avid LL readers). It literally would not have been possible without the help we received from family and friends. And not only did they provide excellent help, they made the day a much more momentous one for us.
BigCat finally has a happy wifey with her long awaited lawn. I'm feeling revived and much less overwhelmed by the yard tasks up next. I think the following projects will be more fun and rewarding. It's amazing the difference a zillion green blades of grass make... check it out!!
9.18.2008
Cup-A-Joe
For the first time ever, I had myself some homemade coffee on my way into work this morning, and let me just say, it was de.light.ful! For years now I have treated myself to a Frozen Caramel from Panera a couple times a month. On these days I am either fueling up for craziness at work or starting my day out happy with hopes it would end that way too. At 5 bucks a pop, I thought maybe I should consider buying a good coffee of my own to experiment with. And with fall rolling in, what better time than now to see if I like the hot stuff as much as the cold.
I set the 'Delay Brew' last night to have it ready just in time for my voyage in. There was a wonderful smell seeping from the kitchen as I readied myself. Ahhh. And bonus, a little caffeine jolt at dawn truly seems to go a long way. Maybe I've started something here, and maybe all my mornings will be a little brighter with a Cup-A-Joe.
(Thanks to Jo for the unintended recommendation and to Mom for always telling me coffee drinking didn't start til 30 (for her anyway). I didn't believe you and thought I'd never get there, but after one little bird and 30 growing nearer, sure enough...)
I set the 'Delay Brew' last night to have it ready just in time for my voyage in. There was a wonderful smell seeping from the kitchen as I readied myself. Ahhh. And bonus, a little caffeine jolt at dawn truly seems to go a long way. Maybe I've started something here, and maybe all my mornings will be a little brighter with a Cup-A-Joe.
(Thanks to Jo for the unintended recommendation and to Mom for always telling me coffee drinking didn't start til 30 (for her anyway). I didn't believe you and thought I'd never get there, but after one little bird and 30 growing nearer, sure enough...)
9.15.2008
Just to blog
I've been having trouble with my postings lately... nothing is striking a chord to be written about. Maybe part of it is that my mood matches the weather of this past weekend... rainy, gloomy, grey. That makes writing a bit more difficult.
I am however wearing a darling pair of dragonfly shoes today (thanks Babbe!). That makes me feel a bit happier.
Also, I've been in search of a new hair girl and continue to fail. BigCat prefers that I no longer drive out to my main gal (it's approximately 50+ miles, so I don't blame him), but finding a good one for a short-do is exhausting. I have now given 4 girls in the area a try, some were horrible, others okay, but nothing fantastic. The mission continues...
I am however wearing a darling pair of dragonfly shoes today (thanks Babbe!). That makes me feel a bit happier.
Also, I've been in search of a new hair girl and continue to fail. BigCat prefers that I no longer drive out to my main gal (it's approximately 50+ miles, so I don't blame him), but finding a good one for a short-do is exhausting. I have now given 4 girls in the area a try, some were horrible, others okay, but nothing fantastic. The mission continues...
9.09.2008
Primary
The other night, some of us were discussing primary numbers in preparation for GMAT's (unfortunately, not my own), but tonight I'm talking Primary Election. This is an odd topic for me especially since I don't consider myself to be especially political. I do, however, find it interesting. As I told the Bird's daycare lady today, I was serving as an election judge, but not exactly sure why. I mean, I knew how I ended up here; because the township letter stated they were in need of judges. I thought it would be interesting, I'd meet the people of the town, and bonus... I'd learn something! However, as my judging time neared, I grew anxious and wondered what I got myself into.
It proved to be all I could have hoped for in a judging experience. It was a slow day, as I hear they usually are, which proved to be perfect. The Precinct 2 group turned out to be fairly fun people. Throughout the day I learned there was a wealth of town knowledge in that hall. I met one prominent person in town, Roger, who happens to be the sheep farmer behind us, my new wanna-have Grandpa. I silently wondered to myself if he'd let me adopt him. If you know me at all, you know how much I love those cute, old, wise, wrinkled men, even some ornery ones. Grandpa's are hard for me to come by. I've lost all of mine too early, two of my own and one adopted.
Thinking back, I completely remember Rog from when I voted a couple of years ago. I had a soft spot for him then (mooshy really, not just soft), and that was within just the couple minutes I stood by him waiting to vote. This whole time he's lived right in my backyard and I never knew it.
My "aha" moment was Roger, that's really why I was there. I made him very aware of the fact that I'd be around, probably bopping by with the Bird to look at the cute lil' lambs. He seemed quite alright with that.
It proved to be all I could have hoped for in a judging experience. It was a slow day, as I hear they usually are, which proved to be perfect. The Precinct 2 group turned out to be fairly fun people. Throughout the day I learned there was a wealth of town knowledge in that hall. I met one prominent person in town, Roger, who happens to be the sheep farmer behind us, my new wanna-have Grandpa. I silently wondered to myself if he'd let me adopt him. If you know me at all, you know how much I love those cute, old, wise, wrinkled men, even some ornery ones. Grandpa's are hard for me to come by. I've lost all of mine too early, two of my own and one adopted.
Thinking back, I completely remember Rog from when I voted a couple of years ago. I had a soft spot for him then (mooshy really, not just soft), and that was within just the couple minutes I stood by him waiting to vote. This whole time he's lived right in my backyard and I never knew it.
My "aha" moment was Roger, that's really why I was there. I made him very aware of the fact that I'd be around, probably bopping by with the Bird to look at the cute lil' lambs. He seemed quite alright with that.
9.05.2008
A day of...
quibbles. I get to work, people are yammering. First this one, then that one, about each other and everyone else. Emails, about something so simple as an outing, are circulating with gripes. Back and forth and back and forth. It's all very tiring and not the way I wanted to start out my Friday, or any day for that matter.
It does put some perspective on how this affects other people. I know I do my share of complaining, work and elsewhere, but today has made me realize to a new level the impact it can have on others. No one knows how many directions one person is hearing it from at one time, and about such minute things.
I also ate my lunch for breakfast. It's going to be a long day...
It does put some perspective on how this affects other people. I know I do my share of complaining, work and elsewhere, but today has made me realize to a new level the impact it can have on others. No one knows how many directions one person is hearing it from at one time, and about such minute things.
I also ate my lunch for breakfast. It's going to be a long day...
8.28.2008
I'm IT!
Ten Years Ago:
I had just graduated from High School (yep, my 10-year is next month). I had just started my TopLine Federal Credit Union job this month, where I would stay for the next 3 years through community college.
My To-Do List Today:
1. Go to Costco
2. Go to Cub
3. Make potato salad
4. Pack for the holiday weekend up north
5. Get to bed by a decent time with all of the above completed
Snack that I Enjoy:
Chips and dip, popcorn, apples and peanut butter
Things I Would Do if I was a Millionaire:
Quit work, build new house on a lake in the middle of some woods, buy cars, donate to my favorite charities, vacation
Places I've Lived:
Brooklyn Park, MN (years 0-21, house)
Shakopee, MN (3 months, townhouse)
St. Cloud, MN (years 21-23, big old house with 7 other ladies)
Brooklyn Park, MN (years 23-25, townhouse, in sin)
Zimmerman, MN (years 25-current, my very own house!)
Tag! You're It!
Court
Ad
Babbe
Amanda
I had just graduated from High School (yep, my 10-year is next month). I had just started my TopLine Federal Credit Union job this month, where I would stay for the next 3 years through community college.
My To-Do List Today:
1. Go to Costco
2. Go to Cub
3. Make potato salad
4. Pack for the holiday weekend up north
5. Get to bed by a decent time with all of the above completed
Snack that I Enjoy:
Chips and dip, popcorn, apples and peanut butter
Things I Would Do if I was a Millionaire:
Quit work, build new house on a lake in the middle of some woods, buy cars, donate to my favorite charities, vacation
Places I've Lived:
Brooklyn Park, MN (years 0-21, house)
Shakopee, MN (3 months, townhouse)
St. Cloud, MN (years 21-23, big old house with 7 other ladies)
Brooklyn Park, MN (years 23-25, townhouse, in sin)
Zimmerman, MN (years 25-current, my very own house!)
Tag! You're It!
Court
Ad
Babbe
Amanda
8.27.2008
Fair Day
I feel like I've really been slacking on my blog duty. Not sure where the time is going, just disappearing along with summer.
And along with the end of summer always comes the state fair. We're heading out today, I can hardly wait! I didn't go last year since the Bird had just graced us with his presence, so I'm hard up for some greasy, fatty, wonderful fair food. A few things we plan to have: Fried pickles with cream cheese, pork chop on a stick, Pickle Dog (pickle wrapped in cream cheese and pastrami or something), Sweet Martha's cookies. I actually did a bit of planning outside of the food arena as well - I'd like to check out a couple real exhibits. Crazy, I know.
The Bird will be with us so I'm sure to bring the camera to get a few '1st State Fair' pics. Hopefully the weather cooperates... I'm okay - to quite okay - with clouds, but rain, not so much.
And along with the end of summer always comes the state fair. We're heading out today, I can hardly wait! I didn't go last year since the Bird had just graced us with his presence, so I'm hard up for some greasy, fatty, wonderful fair food. A few things we plan to have: Fried pickles with cream cheese, pork chop on a stick, Pickle Dog (pickle wrapped in cream cheese and pastrami or something), Sweet Martha's cookies. I actually did a bit of planning outside of the food arena as well - I'd like to check out a couple real exhibits. Crazy, I know.
The Bird will be with us so I'm sure to bring the camera to get a few '1st State Fair' pics. Hopefully the weather cooperates... I'm okay - to quite okay - with clouds, but rain, not so much.
8.21.2008
Dear Grandma,
I can't believe it's been 12 years today. In a sense it feels much longer than that since I've seen you, and yet I have so many clear memories that make it seem a shorter time.
One of my most vivid remembrances was the last time I stayed with you before you moved on. We had gotten you to bed and eventually turned in ourselves. As I laid in the living room, I stared at the ceiling and starting bawling. My mom and I talked and happened upon the picture you cross stitched that hung above your kitchen table. I always admired the art and what it stood for, and made sure you knew it.
My mom suggested I look at the back, and sure enough, there it was:
I couldn't believe it. I cried that much harder.
As I cried, my throat tightened up, a burning sensation welling in the back of it. I learned the next day that the awful feeling wasn't at all from the crying; it was tonsillitis. I don't think I have had a sore throat that bad again... until today. Is this you talking to me? Letting me know you're here? Because I could think of way better fashions for you to do it. However, this is one that would not be missed.
You are loved and missed, always.
One of my most vivid remembrances was the last time I stayed with you before you moved on. We had gotten you to bed and eventually turned in ourselves. As I laid in the living room, I stared at the ceiling and starting bawling. My mom and I talked and happened upon the picture you cross stitched that hung above your kitchen table. I always admired the art and what it stood for, and made sure you knew it.
My mom suggested I look at the back, and sure enough, there it was:
I couldn't believe it. I cried that much harder.
As I cried, my throat tightened up, a burning sensation welling in the back of it. I learned the next day that the awful feeling wasn't at all from the crying; it was tonsillitis. I don't think I have had a sore throat that bad again... until today. Is this you talking to me? Letting me know you're here? Because I could think of way better fashions for you to do it. However, this is one that would not be missed.
You are loved and missed, always.
8.19.2008
Blast from the Past
Tonight I learned a few things. Firstly, that the neighbor across the way is a CPHS alumni along with BigCat and myself. I decided to dig up my old yearbook; I was a sophomore the year the neighb graduated. We looked up our sweater vested fellow man and ourselves before I proceeded to read through some of the year-end good-bye's:
"had a blast"
"so glad we met"
"call me this summer so we can get together"
"good luck in softball"
"glad we're still friends"
"congrats on the big K"
"good game last night, especially that at bat that you K'ed"
"see ya K queen"
"Strikeout queen"
"good strike out yesterday"
"I hear you struck out last night, good job"
In short, I also learned that I struck out the night before yearbooks were distributed. Thanks boys (yes, the last 6 were boy-voyages) for the reminder. I would have never kept that as a part of my teenage-year recollection, but I sure will now.
8.17.2008
Happy BIRDday!
I can not believe that my baby is one already. Everyday he is more and more a little boy. No one told me it was going to go this fast!!!
All of his wonderful grandparents came over on Saturday to celebrate. He was in all his glory. I never knew you could really tell when a one-year-old is having the time of his life, but it was so apparent he was. It was such a fun and special day for all of us.
All of his wonderful grandparents came over on Saturday to celebrate. He was in all his glory. I never knew you could really tell when a one-year-old is having the time of his life, but it was so apparent he was. It was such a fun and special day for all of us.
8.12.2008
Wonderful Wedding Weekend
We returned from WI Sunday evening tired from a weekend filled with fun. BigCat's sister, AKA SIL, has tied the knot! BIL is officially a part of the family, and we couldn't be happier. They had a beautiful wedding and we enjoyed every moment!
8.04.2008
Not so fast
One of the most exciting moments of my desktop purchase was ripping apart the dinosaur and putting it where it belonged... downstairs, cables unplugged, never to be used again. That is until I realized that many of my most used files were maintained in there. Some were awaiting on a 3.5 inch floppy (what's that you say? people don't use those anymore???) and the rest were in the belly of the beast. So, one entire day later I am at dino's feet digging for information. Now, it has taken a life on in the basement. At least after all these years, it was there for me when I needed it.
8.03.2008
This is just the beginning...
New computer, new pictures, new hobby. Gotta love it.
A few recent pics of the bird...
A few recent pics of the bird...
Perma-Grin
I finally got my new computer!! I had some anxiety after picking it up yesterday about what it was going to be like to get it up and running. After my experiences with my last computers (albeit one was a dinosaur and one older than average), I was not looking forward to it. I dug everything out of the boxes last night after getting The Bird down, and started in. I didn't have much motivation though and definitely wasn't in the mood to chat with the Saturday night techs, so I went to bed with with thoughts of notebooks in my head. Well, this morning I called up one single tech with DSL and we had it wireless within minutes. I could not have started this day off any better. :)
If I didn't have so terribly much on my plate today, I'd probably play around for the remainder of it and get a bunch of pictures uploaded. However, I'm thinking I'll squeeze some time in for that anyway... maybe some of that other stuff could wait a bit.
Yay!!
If I didn't have so terribly much on my plate today, I'd probably play around for the remainder of it and get a bunch of pictures uploaded. However, I'm thinking I'll squeeze some time in for that anyway... maybe some of that other stuff could wait a bit.
Yay!!
7.31.2008
Dirty Update
For those that care: Diamonds is no longer Dirty's. As I drove by today on my way to work, a new sign caught my eye... Ol' Skool. It's still a bar, and it's probably still dirty, so I guess we should consider ourselves lucky (or something).
7.29.2008
Ready, Set, Goal!
I thought it was important that I set a few goals for myself as far as running is concerned. Just a couple of days ago, I informed BigCat that I would be running a 5k as soon as I could do my 'mile to the 3rd' loop in 30 minutes (I'm at about 42 minutes right now, that's a big jump!). Turns out after clocking my route, it's actually closer to 3.5 miles, this must be close to a 5k?? I guess I need to do a bit more research. I'm hoping to have this accomplished sometime next spring, or maybe run the Anoka race with my favorite brother.
On that note, I ran a mile straight at the gym yesterday. I always thought if I worked this hard, the weight would just fall off. Not quite the case, but I'm hoping it's happening even if in slow motion. However, just accomplishing running a mile (which I don't believe I've ever done... even in elementary school I'd walk some of it) feels pretty darn good.
On that note, I ran a mile straight at the gym yesterday. I always thought if I worked this hard, the weight would just fall off. Not quite the case, but I'm hoping it's happening even if in slow motion. However, just accomplishing running a mile (which I don't believe I've ever done... even in elementary school I'd walk some of it) feels pretty darn good.
7.27.2008
On a Mission
When life starts to feel a little crazy, as it always does this time of year, I find myself needing to do something to ground myself. This weekend was our last one at home for the summer, giving me the opportunity to do many things (i.e. walking, car washing, dog bathing, bird bathing, bird playing, elliptical, grocery run, visiting, bird tending, breakfast out...). One of which was cleaning out my closet. Not only did I organize it a bit, I also tried on all of my many jeans and rejuvenated the selection. I don't understand how one person can have so many pair of jeans, and not one favorite. I'm on a mission! Anyone out there have a fave? I loved Silver for quite sometime, but with a new body shape comes a new jean shape. There's nothing like a great pair of jeans.
Now that I have an organized closet, I feel a bit more stable in real life. It's funny how that works. I can hardly wait for the many upcoming events... especially SIL's wedding weekend. So excited!!
Now that I have an organized closet, I feel a bit more stable in real life. It's funny how that works. I can hardly wait for the many upcoming events... especially SIL's wedding weekend. So excited!!
7.23.2008
Sun~n~Sand
The Bird and I went to the beach today with our friends Heather and Hunter. We had such a great time! We went for a little stroll, ate lunch, played and swam. As soon as we got in the water, The Bird had company... little Allie was 4, or 3, but she thought 4, and took a liking to him right away. She tooled around with The Bird in tow and they both had a great time. Turns out she really likes babies, and thought he was so cute, and The Bird really likes little girls, so it worked out well for everyone involved. So cute. Already the older women are after him!
It was a perfect day: beautiful weather, good company and lots of smiles. He fell fast asleep on the way home and is peacefully napping now. I love it all.
I so wish I could upload the pictures...
7.22.2008
7.20.2008
Thoughts of a Walk
On this beautiful Sunday morning, I was pleasantly surprised to have a plethora of good company with me in a subtle manner on my 'Mile to the 3rd' walk.
I traveled a different path than usual, giving me much to enjoy. Passing the sheep I was hoping to find the farmer out so I could introduce myself and get a dialogue going. No luck there. I glanced at the farm and all its equipment and am reminded of Grandpa T, who's business after retiring as a farmer was fixing other's tractors. Now J-Bird's grandpa, AKA DIL, is always fixin' up a tractor of his own too.
The next road is a forested, hilly one with very few houses. I always manage to freak myself out when it's so quiet and without masses. However, within a minute of thinking like this, two dragonflies appeared. Distinct, beautiful, almost mystical, dragonflies. It was Amy and Grandma, there to let me know it was safe and to enjoy the beauty without fear. So I did.
This in turn prompted me to remove my headphones and appreciate nature, listening intently to the many sounds. My mom once wrote to me to always love and take pleasure in nature, I didn't completely understand it at the time, but I do now.
Originally I was going to turn around and follow my path back home. As I trotted towards the stop sign, I decided I would travel a large "block" with our house pretty near the center. I contemplated what this walk might be called considering it's much larger than a block, maybe 3 miles or so... hence the title "Mile to the 3rd".
An excited dog here, a speeding car there, a few things brought me back to civilization every now and then.
The last road is my often traveled trek. Hiking up the hill, a sudden mass of black birds came up out of the field, leaving me en route to the wire they were fast perching. So much squawking!! A mass that large had me a bit worried and thinking about Auntie J who has always had a thing after The Birds. I have not seen the movie but that got my imagination going in a hurry!
This is one of my very favorite ways to start a day. Now on with it!
I traveled a different path than usual, giving me much to enjoy. Passing the sheep I was hoping to find the farmer out so I could introduce myself and get a dialogue going. No luck there. I glanced at the farm and all its equipment and am reminded of Grandpa T, who's business after retiring as a farmer was fixing other's tractors. Now J-Bird's grandpa, AKA DIL, is always fixin' up a tractor of his own too.
The next road is a forested, hilly one with very few houses. I always manage to freak myself out when it's so quiet and without masses. However, within a minute of thinking like this, two dragonflies appeared. Distinct, beautiful, almost mystical, dragonflies. It was Amy and Grandma, there to let me know it was safe and to enjoy the beauty without fear. So I did.
This in turn prompted me to remove my headphones and appreciate nature, listening intently to the many sounds. My mom once wrote to me to always love and take pleasure in nature, I didn't completely understand it at the time, but I do now.
Originally I was going to turn around and follow my path back home. As I trotted towards the stop sign, I decided I would travel a large "block" with our house pretty near the center. I contemplated what this walk might be called considering it's much larger than a block, maybe 3 miles or so... hence the title "Mile to the 3rd".
An excited dog here, a speeding car there, a few things brought me back to civilization every now and then.
The last road is my often traveled trek. Hiking up the hill, a sudden mass of black birds came up out of the field, leaving me en route to the wire they were fast perching. So much squawking!! A mass that large had me a bit worried and thinking about Auntie J who has always had a thing after The Birds. I have not seen the movie but that got my imagination going in a hurry!
This is one of my very favorite ways to start a day. Now on with it!
7.18.2008
Nothingness
Is it possible to think about nothing?? Last night as I lay in bed, trying to fall fast asleep after getting home late (helped SIL with some wedding favors... good fun!), I tried to force myself to think of n.o.t.h.i.n.g. Of course that is when I started to ponder whether this was even a possibility. Once I decided that this didn't seem even remotely achievable (although BigCat has claimed on many occassions that he's thinking about "nothing"), I tried to focus on the here and now... laying in bed, listening to the AC, snuggled with a snoring hubby and pup, why would I want to be anywhere else? However, my mind always travels elsewhere... make a pedi appointment, directions to that restaurant, order this, do that, what a great idea! I found myself with eyes wide open under my trusty sleep mask, without hardly noticing because it was still so dark. I almost got up to blog, relieve myself of the many thoughts, when I realized staring at a bright screen probably wouldn't help the sleep overcome the ideas. This morning, I remember so little of what seemed endlessly important last night after midnight. I finally drifted (after a good hour or so), but not before thinking about what I might have for lunch today.
7.16.2008
Bloggin' and The Bird
For a variety of reasons, I've decided to change the name of my blog. However, I was looking for some help. I'm not always the best with descriptive words, especially when it comes to myself, but have a few ideas:
1) Mama's Boys and Me - A recent development in our household is that Peanut has become a mama's boy. I love it! I know at times BigCat feels a little bad because even he doesn't cut it, however, BigCat himself is a MB and he knows it. So, they're my mama's boys!
2) The Bird's Nest - Update: From here forward, 'Peanut' is 'The Bird'. BigCat is quite the nicknamer, and one of the most used is 'J-Bird'. Where that comes from, I haven't a clue. In conversation, we often refer to him as The Bird. It's stuck. And, well, this his world now, and BigCat and I are livin' in it! Note: BigCat came up with this blog name.
3) Spoken Soft and Strong: Spoken Soft but Strong?? I'm not sure where I'm going with this one. I like all the S's (ahem, my first and maiden name got me hooked), maybe it describes me, it has a ring to it???
I don't know. I want it to be a good one, something that will work for a while, not a whole lot of identifying info, etc. Any thoughts out there?
1) Mama's Boys and Me - A recent development in our household is that Peanut has become a mama's boy. I love it! I know at times BigCat feels a little bad because even he doesn't cut it, however, BigCat himself is a MB and he knows it. So, they're my mama's boys!
2) The Bird's Nest - Update: From here forward, 'Peanut' is 'The Bird'. BigCat is quite the nicknamer, and one of the most used is 'J-Bird'. Where that comes from, I haven't a clue. In conversation, we often refer to him as The Bird. It's stuck. And, well, this his world now, and BigCat and I are livin' in it! Note: BigCat came up with this blog name.
3) Spoken Soft and Strong: Spoken Soft but Strong?? I'm not sure where I'm going with this one. I like all the S's (ahem, my first and maiden name got me hooked), maybe it describes me, it has a ring to it???
I don't know. I want it to be a good one, something that will work for a while, not a whole lot of identifying info, etc. Any thoughts out there?
7.15.2008
Novel Grieving
It's always a difficult time, finishing a book and moving on with life. The characters have become my friends, or enemies depending on the story, and I miss them. I recently finished The Time Traveler's Wife... so very good! I will miss Clare and Henry. There is some reassurance in knowing that Henry is out there in time somewhere.
Now onto a book in which I should get to know myself more, instead of fictional characters... A New Earth. I started last night and used my highlighter/post-it pen within the first couple pages. I'm gonna dig deep with this one!
Now onto a book in which I should get to know myself more, instead of fictional characters... A New Earth. I started last night and used my highlighter/post-it pen within the first couple pages. I'm gonna dig deep with this one!
7.14.2008
7.12.2008
Oh no!
Just yesterday I found out that if everything goes as planned, someday we will have a road running right through our backyard. This seems like bad news on its own, however, I think it gets worse. That will mean that we have 4, count them 4, roads around our house. Our own little morsel of property in the middle of pavement. It also appears as though they'd take out the only mature trees we have, the line in the back. Take a look: http://www.mapquest.com/mq/6-N4if . Not good. What to do.
7.10.2008
Round 3
I know, it's a bit of an overload. However, when I actually get the opportunity to post, I have to go all out! These pics are just from Tuesday, as recent as it gets folks!
Round 2
Headbutting girls is not the way to win points!
First boating experience, all bundled
Peanut and his best friend, Hunter, on the boat
Look mom, no hands!
This is the only way we drink from our sippy cup these days
Nekkid babe
Round 1
7.09.2008
If I had more hours today...
I would:
clean house
finish book
wash car
fertilize baby shrubs and trees
organize
go for lake walk
balance checkbook
transplant flowers
But, I don't! I'm okay with knowing that everything will wait patiently for my next spare moment. Pea is fast asleep, and how am I spending my time?? Bloggin'!! It's kind of sad how addicted I am to the Internet. Speaking of which, I do plan to get a new computer in the near future, maybe August, and start a mad career of picture sharing! And as a little cliff-hanger... I'll be posting some pics later today (hopefully) since a disc is waiting for me at Target. For now, off to do some of the things that are in the time allotment, like laundry. It's all better than a day at the office.
clean house
finish book
wash car
fertilize baby shrubs and trees
organize
go for lake walk
balance checkbook
transplant flowers
But, I don't! I'm okay with knowing that everything will wait patiently for my next spare moment. Pea is fast asleep, and how am I spending my time?? Bloggin'!! It's kind of sad how addicted I am to the Internet. Speaking of which, I do plan to get a new computer in the near future, maybe August, and start a mad career of picture sharing! And as a little cliff-hanger... I'll be posting some pics later today (hopefully) since a disc is waiting for me at Target. For now, off to do some of the things that are in the time allotment, like laundry. It's all better than a day at the office.
7.07.2008
Friendship Obit
We had been friends for so long, from the day we were born. Not just us, but our families too, until you went and did us wrong. After 7 years, you are refusing to leave the outskirts of my life. Why do you continue to include my parents in things (i.e. your second wedding when it was your decisions at the first that started the dilapidation)? Why do you continue to send holiday cards? I just don't get it. We are estranged, because of you.
I need to close this chapter of my life. I am not willing to spend any more of my time on you... no dreams, thoughts, anger, sadness. Nothing. Please, just go.
I need to close this chapter of my life. I am not willing to spend any more of my time on you... no dreams, thoughts, anger, sadness. Nothing. Please, just go.
7.05.2008
Vacation Nation
An ' I loved' list about LE vacation 2008:
Family
Good Friends
Sunshine
Naps
Hold 'Em (even if I am purely a donor)
Wake boarding
Reading (only 1/4 of one book)
Floating
Peanut's QT with Gma, Gpa and Uncle K
Lots of cute kiddies
Drinks
Fishing
Uh-oh
Cheek squeezing
Laughing
Light chatting
Deep convos
Jimisms (gotta love Jimbo)
Bean bag tourney (even if it meant taking out my entire family)
Waving bye-bye
No make-up
Good eating
New LE gang members
Nothingness
Lightening bugs
Hats
Saturday night social hour
Michael Jordan ring
Babysitters (especially that Jo Jo)
Fish fry
Cold beer
I am attempting to continue my summer love... I brought my chair, towel, hat and book to the deck today and soaked up about 10 minutes of rays. I'm hoping to make the transition back to real life as easy as possible.
Family
Good Friends
Sunshine
Naps
Hold 'Em (even if I am purely a donor)
Wake boarding
Reading (only 1/4 of one book)
Floating
Peanut's QT with Gma, Gpa and Uncle K
Lots of cute kiddies
Drinks
Fishing
Uh-oh
Cheek squeezing
Laughing
Light chatting
Deep convos
Jimisms (gotta love Jimbo)
Bean bag tourney (even if it meant taking out my entire family)
Waving bye-bye
No make-up
Good eating
New LE gang members
Nothingness
Lightening bugs
Hats
Saturday night social hour
Michael Jordan ring
Babysitters (especially that Jo Jo)
Fish fry
Cold beer
I am attempting to continue my summer love... I brought my chair, towel, hat and book to the deck today and soaked up about 10 minutes of rays. I'm hoping to make the transition back to real life as easy as possible.
6.23.2008
Pack it up, pack it in
Oh my gosh!!! 5 days?!?! I am nowhere near ready. The good news is that I found the lawn chair I've been looking for the past 5+ years (yep, I'm that easy to please... a lawn chair) and some good books to read while I kick back in it. I ended up with: The Time Traveler's Wife, A New Earth and Water for Elephants. The remaining suggestions have found their way to the future read list. I sure did appreciate the suggestions! I know Peanut will keep me more than busy, but I hope to get one of them read. I can't believe my countdown is almost up. My favorite holiday is almost upon us. That brings me to a good point... I'm most likely going to be at home for the 4th this year, for the first time, oh I don't know... ever!! I'm really hoping the town puts on some sparklies, I heart fireworks. This time I'll even have my sought after lawn chair.
Between now and then... packing, shopping, working, packing, stressing, mommying, packing, packing...
Between now and then... packing, shopping, working, packing, stressing, mommying, packing, packing...
6.20.2008
Curtain Call
I always turn the same way while showering, towards the shower curtain. Never do I face my tail-end towards the curtain. Why in the world would this be?? Anyone else have any crazy idiosyncrasies like this, or am I the only one? I'm quite surprised to have realized this quirk after 28 years of life.
6.18.2008
WEDnesDAY
Today has been, and will continue to be, a good day.
Peanut and I dropped Kalli off at the beauty shop, then went for a walk down by the lake. I love that about where we live, the right amount of city and the right amount of country. We've never walked down there together before, it was so nice seeing the water, hearing the birds and feeling the sunshine. Perfect. Even better, we ran into a nice little park where Peanut got to swing for the first time... he loved it! Big smiles and giggles the entire time (here's a perfect place in which I could share a picture). We headed home in time for lunch and a nap.
It's mid-afternoon now and we're getting ready to head out again. Peanut gets to hang out with Grandpa and Grammy, BigCat and I get to go to a wedding! My girlfriend is getting married, and I'm so happy to be sharing in this beautiful day with her and her almost hubby. This may be the only WEDnesDAY wedding in my life. Congrats K & R!!
Peanut and I dropped Kalli off at the beauty shop, then went for a walk down by the lake. I love that about where we live, the right amount of city and the right amount of country. We've never walked down there together before, it was so nice seeing the water, hearing the birds and feeling the sunshine. Perfect. Even better, we ran into a nice little park where Peanut got to swing for the first time... he loved it! Big smiles and giggles the entire time (here's a perfect place in which I could share a picture). We headed home in time for lunch and a nap.
It's mid-afternoon now and we're getting ready to head out again. Peanut gets to hang out with Grandpa and Grammy, BigCat and I get to go to a wedding! My girlfriend is getting married, and I'm so happy to be sharing in this beautiful day with her and her almost hubby. This may be the only WEDnesDAY wedding in my life. Congrats K & R!!
6.17.2008
Awesome
I was looking through a catalog yesterday and found this t-shirt. Bringin' Awesome back?? What?!?! Where did Awesome go? As far as I'm concerned Awesome has always been right here, a large part of my life. Awesome is one of the highest ratings I use for various subjects, daily. And someone is insinuating that it left?? I think not. There is nothing to bring back, it's been here all along.
6.15.2008
The voice in my head
{This a.m. I'm heading out for a walk/run.}
It's 8:30, why is this guy walking down our street right now?? I think he's trudging through the walk of shame (after a good night of drinking, still in your bar clothes, etc.) He wouldn't usually cross my mind as a threat, but this is weird... moving on.
I'm going to run for a while, get a head start in case that guy decides to come after me (he was however walking the opposite direction). Oh yeah, and that is why I came out here in the first place.
It's an absolutely b.e.a.utiful morning for a run. Never thought I'd say that in this lifetime.
Run, walk, run, walk... running more than walking. Impressive. Ok, I'm going to make it to that mailbox running. Now that one. Ok, to that road. Wow, I'm actually running quite a bit! Ok, I'll run to the bottom of that hill, it looks like killer to get up. Huh... seems I have more energy than anticipated, I'll run up it until I no longer can. Oh my, I'm already at the middle. Now I have to make.it.to.the.top. I'm here, I actually made it to the top of this hill! I can't believe it. I'm almost believing you can do anything you put your mind to at this point, at least that's the way I'm thinking as the adrenaline is pumping through my body. Whew.
I still need to clock this path out, but I'm certain I ran well over a mile. I'm impressing myself by doing something I never thought I would, and making it up those big hills.
It's 8:30, why is this guy walking down our street right now?? I think he's trudging through the walk of shame (after a good night of drinking, still in your bar clothes, etc.) He wouldn't usually cross my mind as a threat, but this is weird... moving on.
I'm going to run for a while, get a head start in case that guy decides to come after me (he was however walking the opposite direction). Oh yeah, and that is why I came out here in the first place.
It's an absolutely b.e.a.utiful morning for a run. Never thought I'd say that in this lifetime.
Run, walk, run, walk... running more than walking. Impressive. Ok, I'm going to make it to that mailbox running. Now that one. Ok, to that road. Wow, I'm actually running quite a bit! Ok, I'll run to the bottom of that hill, it looks like killer to get up. Huh... seems I have more energy than anticipated, I'll run up it until I no longer can. Oh my, I'm already at the middle. Now I have to make.it.to.the.top. I'm here, I actually made it to the top of this hill! I can't believe it. I'm almost believing you can do anything you put your mind to at this point, at least that's the way I'm thinking as the adrenaline is pumping through my body. Whew.
I still need to clock this path out, but I'm certain I ran well over a mile. I'm impressing myself by doing something I never thought I would, and making it up those big hills.
6.12.2008
Cabin Reads
Normally by 'T minus two weeks to vacay', I'm well on my way to packed. However, a baby changes a heck of a lot more than just what time I have to get out of bed in the morning.
I need some suggestions for a good, light, cabin read... anyone out there have any? I may finally get A New Earth, focus a bit on myself during the relaxing lake trip. However, I also want a story to read.
I need some suggestions for a good, light, cabin read... anyone out there have any? I may finally get A New Earth, focus a bit on myself during the relaxing lake trip. However, I also want a story to read.
6.10.2008
Masking the Worry
I went to a shower a couple months back and they had some extravagant gift baskets for their guests. Mine included many items to help a gal relax, how perfect! With cute little jewels, a white eye mask found it's way from the basket into my night stand, where I thought it would stay forever.
This sounds odd, but every night when I lie down I feel the little area in between my eyes tighten up, increasing the depth of that little 'worried' line tremendously. Am I thinking too hard? Worried? Anxious? Whatever the case, it really bothers me. I recently have started using my thumb, finger, whatever, to put some pressure in that spot which helps me to relax. I was even starting to think that maybe a little Botox would freeze it and then I wouldn't have to feel it again (too bad that's way out of my price range). And then, one night, I threw on the pretty little eye mask.
It was wonderful, for so many reasons. It blocks any light, felt nice over my eyes and most importantly put the right amount of pressure on my worried line. I may look kind of funny in bed these days, but I heart my eye mask.
This sounds odd, but every night when I lie down I feel the little area in between my eyes tighten up, increasing the depth of that little 'worried' line tremendously. Am I thinking too hard? Worried? Anxious? Whatever the case, it really bothers me. I recently have started using my thumb, finger, whatever, to put some pressure in that spot which helps me to relax. I was even starting to think that maybe a little Botox would freeze it and then I wouldn't have to feel it again (too bad that's way out of my price range). And then, one night, I threw on the pretty little eye mask.
It was wonderful, for so many reasons. It blocks any light, felt nice over my eyes and most importantly put the right amount of pressure on my worried line. I may look kind of funny in bed these days, but I heart my eye mask.
6.08.2008
Summer Fun
That was quite the break I had from blogland! Where does the time seriously go?!? I was asked on more than one occasion this weekend what I've been up to. First response... Peanut! He is totally on the move, crawling, climbing, standing, playing... wow, he turned into a little boy so darn fast! What's next, high school graduation??
Speaking of which, we went to BigCat's cousin's grad party yesterday, had fun catching up with the fam and eating lots from the delish spread. Afterwards we went to a bbq to meet up with all of my girls, their men and lots of kiddies. It's so fun to be at this age, with more lil' ones being added to the brood in droves. And this day of fun followed the best part of the entire weekend, my friend's reception in lieu of her wedding vows shared in Mexico a couple of months ago. So much fun to hang out with so many friends, from near and far. Definitely one of the best times I've had at a wedding reception (although, those who know me well are aware that I LOVE all weddings and am always in my prime).
Sunday Funday, BigCat trolled out to do some fishing and Peanut and I stayed home, playing, picking up and recovering from the last two crazy days in any way we can before the new work week starts. Ahhh, the joys of summer.
Speaking of which, we went to BigCat's cousin's grad party yesterday, had fun catching up with the fam and eating lots from the delish spread. Afterwards we went to a bbq to meet up with all of my girls, their men and lots of kiddies. It's so fun to be at this age, with more lil' ones being added to the brood in droves. And this day of fun followed the best part of the entire weekend, my friend's reception in lieu of her wedding vows shared in Mexico a couple of months ago. So much fun to hang out with so many friends, from near and far. Definitely one of the best times I've had at a wedding reception (although, those who know me well are aware that I LOVE all weddings and am always in my prime).
Sunday Funday, BigCat trolled out to do some fishing and Peanut and I stayed home, playing, picking up and recovering from the last two crazy days in any way we can before the new work week starts. Ahhh, the joys of summer.
6.03.2008
Diagnosis
Sinus infection.
At least they can give me drugs for that. Hopefully they start working soon!
At least they can give me drugs for that. Hopefully they start working soon!
6.02.2008
Whew!
Another weekend has flown right by before me! Let's see... Friday night BigCat and I laid low, just hung out with Peanut and went to bed fairly early. Oh, and I visited Gold's Gym (snide remark here about their poor business strategy or lack of one). Saturday, BigCat impressed me much. It was my turn to sleep past the Peanut hour (we each get one day on the weekend off morning duty if it works out) and by the time I woke, he had the whole house dusted and vaccuumed. The topper? He also washed windows! Wow. This left me time to go to Goldie's to sweat a bit, do some cleaning and hit up my usuals, Cub and Target. Whew, productive! And finally, Sunday, which was one of the l.on.g.e.s.t days, but only because we did so much in it. I was up at 6 with Peanut (after a measley 4.5 hours of sleep), got a bunch of stuff ready for the day, went to Goldie's, home to get ready because at noon my fam was coming over for a little BBQ and Peanut-fix. We ate, caught up and played some bean bags. Late afternoon we all pretty much left together as BigCat and I headed down to Shakopee. He was invited to Raceway Park for the Nascar races, dinner and beer through work. It ended up being more fun than we expected, and it was a lovely evening to sit out and watch the show.
Today I get to work late, then I have our bi-monthly dinner with my girlfriends. I love these get-togethers. However, I can hardly wait to crawl into bed tonight, I'm wiped out!
Today I get to work late, then I have our bi-monthly dinner with my girlfriends. I love these get-togethers. However, I can hardly wait to crawl into bed tonight, I'm wiped out!
5.29.2008
Spring Cold
No, not the weather... me. I have another stupid cold. Not only do I feel like crapola, but I can't taste a darn thing. Nothing. The joy of eating is gone. A part of me thinks it's okay, maybe I'll eat less. However, when I'm sick I just want comfort food. I'm finding no comfort in eating. I truly thought cold season was done and over with. How wrong I was.
5.28.2008
Wedding Ring Finger
This is something sent to me by email. I thought it was kind of neat, whether true or not.
Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger? This is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese .... Thumb represents your Parents Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings Middle finger represents your own Self Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner and the Last (Little) finger represents your children Firstly, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers inward and hold them together - knuckle to knuckle Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip (As shown in the figure below):
Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents) They will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong, and have to leave you sooner or later. Now join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings) They will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate lives. Now rejoin the Index fingers and separate your Little fingers (representing your children) They will open too, because the children also will get married and settle down on their own some day. Finally, join your Little fingers, and try to separate your Ring fingers (representing your spouse). You will be surprised to see that you just CANNOT --- because Husband & Wife have to remain together all their lives - through thick and thin!!
Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger? This is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese .... Thumb represents your Parents Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings Middle finger represents your own Self Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner and the Last (Little) finger represents your children Firstly, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers inward and hold them together - knuckle to knuckle Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip (As shown in the figure below):
Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents) They will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong, and have to leave you sooner or later. Now join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings) They will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate lives. Now rejoin the Index fingers and separate your Little fingers (representing your children) They will open too, because the children also will get married and settle down on their own some day. Finally, join your Little fingers, and try to separate your Ring fingers (representing your spouse). You will be surprised to see that you just CANNOT --- because Husband & Wife have to remain together all their lives - through thick and thin!!
5.26.2008
Spectacular
Last night, BigCat and I enjoyed a fireworks show from the comfort of our own deck. Z-town (AKA Zimmerman), had their Wild West Days this weekend, and although we don't get up there to taste the delicious mini-donuts, we did head outside to watch the show. Earlier in the day, we had spent about 20 minutes in the basement when storms rolled through, but after that, the weather was just right for some fireworks. Awww, how romantic. :o) This is one thing I plan to enjoy as long as we live here.
5.22.2008
28
For a very brief moment in time (2 days to be exact) BigCat, Kalli and myself are all 28. The lil' pup turned 4 yesterday and BigCat hits 29 tomorrow.
Randomness
Randomness
Not so much
It doesn't appear as though my sign made it on tv. It definitely didn't win me the hundred lotto tickets that I was after. Why wouldn't they shine the light on us you might ask? Well, for one thing I believe my lettering was too small. Secondly, I opted to get myself plenty of liquid courage in order to carry the stupid sign around which in the end helped me to not care about my sign, period.
Peanut had his 9 month appointment yesterday, no shots, yay! He no longer is short and wide, he has stretched out and is average in every area. He weighs 21 lbs 6 oz, less than I would've guessed. The doc used the word 'wonderful' so many times, we must be doing something right. Good job Pea!
Peanut had his 9 month appointment yesterday, no shots, yay! He no longer is short and wide, he has stretched out and is average in every area. He weighs 21 lbs 6 oz, less than I would've guessed. The doc used the word 'wonderful' so many times, we must be doing something right. Good job Pea!
5.20.2008
Circle me, Bert!
Ok, so I was trying to upload a copy of the sign I made for tonight, but it's not working. Just look for us tonight if you tune into the Twins game!
Running
It's amazing to me that I can constantly sleep through the exact same portion of my alarm clock almost every morning. I hear it go off, maybe twice and hit the snooze (I know, bad habit). Then I don't hear it again for about a half an hour. So, I tend to always be running behind and running quickly to work. I suppose my best option is to set my alarm for when I actually need to get up, and to force myself out of bed immediately. I am just not a morning person so this proves to be quite difficult for me.
Thank goodness I have my Wednesdays when Peanut is my only alarm clock.
Thank goodness I have my Wednesdays when Peanut is my only alarm clock.
5.19.2008
HELP!!!!!
Tomorrow is already BigCat and my 3rd anniversary and to celebrate we are going to dinner and to the Twin's game. I thought this may be a great opportunity for our 15 seconds of fame with a circle us, Bert sign (although we have actually had our 15 seconds unknowingly at a Twin's game a few years back). Anyway, I'm going to run my sign by you and ask for any comments, suggestions, etc. Whatever would help us in making it to the tele and more importantly a hundred lotto tickets.
Buy me some peanuts and Cracker JACK,
I don't care if I ever get back
...
For its 1, 2, 3 years, we're hitched
At the old ball game.
Circle us, Bert! We're celebrating our anniversary
with you and the MN Twins!!
Keep in mind, I've totally waited until the last minute, which means if I'm doing this, I have to get it done tonight! Yikes! It sounds like fun, but I seriously need some help. This is not my line of work!
5.15.2008
Pleasant Surprise
We got our tax refund today, the incentive one, woo hoo!
I thought it was going to be months yet, having it based on the last two digits of BigCat's social, we were set for sometime in July. Hello mid-May!
Oh, and apparently I actually made it to the gym 8 times in April, that's another twenty in my pocket!
Gotta love the extra funds. Now I can fill up my gas guzzler. :o)
I thought it was going to be months yet, having it based on the last two digits of BigCat's social, we were set for sometime in July. Hello mid-May!
Oh, and apparently I actually made it to the gym 8 times in April, that's another twenty in my pocket!
Gotta love the extra funds. Now I can fill up my gas guzzler. :o)
5.13.2008
Beauty Mark
As I was running the razor over my dry, winterized leg today, I glimpsed at the vein on the back of my right leg. It brought to mind a time I asked my mom what hers was from. In the years after she explained to me that it happens with time, babies and crossing your legs, I realized that it was a trait my grandma (and some aunties) shared as well. It seems to be a common theme that these are unwanted. I hear plenty of commercials offering to remove them (I realize they cause problems and maybe aren't good in large quantities), but for me this one has taken on a different meaning. I looked at it and thought of how it's a display of womanhood and a mark of beauty.
Ugh!
This is day #2 this week of no daycare for Peanut, which means I have to miss work. I was okay with yesterday, although I would rather use my time off otherwise, but now today, I'd much rather be at work. Mainly because it's going to be a busy day there and because I'm going to be cutting my time awful close for the more important July 4th vacation. And then it also complicates things for me tomorrow, my normal day off. I'd be more than willing to work if daycare is open, but we have an appointment for Peanut (just pics) and plans to go meet a friend's baby. Ugh!
I do hope my daycare lady's son is okay, I know he's extremely sick, but I hope his recovery comes much sooner than later.
For now, I tend to Peanut.
I do hope my daycare lady's son is okay, I know he's extremely sick, but I hope his recovery comes much sooner than later.
For now, I tend to Peanut.
5.07.2008
Happy Hump Day
Here we are, already half-way through yet another week. Today was a lovely day off, spending time with Peanut, enjoying the beautiful weather. We went and did some grocery shopping, he really enjoys looking around at everyone and everything. It's absolutely incredible to me who talks to him the most... men. Anywhere from middle aged to "I have 3 granddaughters". Grown men turn on their soft, baby voices and chat with Peanut like no one else is around. I love seeing the gentle side of guys, even if they are complete strangers.
I estimate I haven't actually run, say a mile, in probably 10 years plus, and even back then it was tough. Well, I'm very slowly working my way up. I figure I probably ran anywhere from a quarter to half mile today on my walk (I realize that sounds like nothing to some people, but I never felt as though my body was made for running). Although I don't mind the elliptical in the cold, stark gym, it feels so good to be outside, looking at the scenery and breathing the fresh air... til I can hardly breathe. :) It sure feels good.
I estimate I haven't actually run, say a mile, in probably 10 years plus, and even back then it was tough. Well, I'm very slowly working my way up. I figure I probably ran anywhere from a quarter to half mile today on my walk (I realize that sounds like nothing to some people, but I never felt as though my body was made for running). Although I don't mind the elliptical in the cold, stark gym, it feels so good to be outside, looking at the scenery and breathing the fresh air... til I can hardly breathe. :) It sure feels good.
5.06.2008
Waiting... Listening...
For Peanut to make a peep, or more so hoped for, for him to sleep. Poor lil' guy is sick again. He and I have been a vicious cycle of colds this winter, and being winter seems to have lasted forever, so have the colds. When he's under the weather, it's usually about a 3-night run of wakings. Last night is was midnight-thirty, tonight already the last hour has been spent consoling, rocking, talking, singing... For now, it's quiet.
I understand now, more than ever, why mother's have one day devoted to them a year (although maybe it should be more). I already know what one of the all-time greatest gifts of motherhood is... being able to quiet your sick baby to sleep, in the sweetest, most natural way... being a mom.
I understand now, more than ever, why mother's have one day devoted to them a year (although maybe it should be more). I already know what one of the all-time greatest gifts of motherhood is... being able to quiet your sick baby to sleep, in the sweetest, most natural way... being a mom.
5.05.2008
Case of the Mundays
There's nothing like starting out the day to total back-up on your way to work. Keep in mind, this is something I normally do not come by staying north of the cities. However, this morning it took me approximately 35 minutes to travel abou 3 miles or so. Yuk. So, I got to use a half an hour of my precious FTO (Flexible Time Off) because of some random traffic quirk.
On top of that, I'm sick again. I spoke too soon last week about finally recovering. I made it through the weekend staying fairly low key which helped some, hopefully. We did however have lots of company... Saturday the Larsen family came over. They got their Peanut fix, grilled some burgers and dogs and played my all time fave Catch Phrase. Good times! Sunday my rents came over to get their Peanut fix, and that they did.
Now on with the work week...
On top of that, I'm sick again. I spoke too soon last week about finally recovering. I made it through the weekend staying fairly low key which helped some, hopefully. We did however have lots of company... Saturday the Larsen family came over. They got their Peanut fix, grilled some burgers and dogs and played my all time fave Catch Phrase. Good times! Sunday my rents came over to get their Peanut fix, and that they did.
Now on with the work week...
5.02.2008
Dragonfly Friday
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I wasn't entirely sure how this day was going to go. Yesterday was a rough one at work for numerous reasons and today started out with a ginormous spider on the run in the kitchen. Wasn't lookin' good.
I'm happy to report that it hasn't been what I was first anticipating. Not only has work gone really well thus far (my month-end balanced without touching a thing) but I had a special delivery from a co-worker. She dropped off a string of the cutest dragonfly lights. I've hung them in my cube. It's a happier place now. She is making every effort to let the people in her life how much she appreciates them. This is something I wish I was better at, I need to make a real effort. It's so good to be reminded that wonderful, good-hearted people do exist.
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Thank you SE, you have made my day!!!
4.30.2008
Lovely
Went to GG's today (Great Grandma Mary), Peanut had fun playing with her! We met Auntie Ann for lunch, then picked up some groceries and headed back for moi to get beat in a game of Domino's. That GG is one tough cookie! It was a beautiful day to be out and about spending time with family.
I hadn't been to Perkins in ages, but they have a soup that is now in my top few... cheesy potato. Good and plain jane just how I like it. Mmm mm!
And to top the day off, I got myself a fun, bright bunch of flowers at Cub. Something I never do but am convinced I should do a bit more often.
What a lovely day.
I hadn't been to Perkins in ages, but they have a soup that is now in my top few... cheesy potato. Good and plain jane just how I like it. Mmm mm!
And to top the day off, I got myself a fun, bright bunch of flowers at Cub. Something I never do but am convinced I should do a bit more often.
What a lovely day.
4.28.2008
T minus...
Yay!! The vacation ticker is below 2 months, the countdown is officially on! I can't believe all of the exciting things happening this summer/fall. It's going to be festivity after festivity, especially with both of BigCat's and my only siblings getting hitched. I can hardly wait! Although I'm not trying to rush summer being over, especially not before it's even begun.
I'm getting back up onto the workout train now that I'm finally feeling 100% after my Mexico trip. No worries, it was nothing extreme, just small stuff. With all of the 2008 happenings near (weddings, swim suit season, {ahem} 10 year reunion), I have enough motivation to choke a horse, if that is indeed what would choke a horse.
I'm getting back up onto the workout train now that I'm finally feeling 100% after my Mexico trip. No worries, it was nothing extreme, just small stuff. With all of the 2008 happenings near (weddings, swim suit season, {ahem} 10 year reunion), I have enough motivation to choke a horse, if that is indeed what would choke a horse.
4.26.2008
Really????
I don't know about where you are, but I woke up to a solid covering of white this morning...
4.24.2008
Emergency Team Member
We're having a tornado drill at work today and it's my responsibility as my department's Emergency Team Member to make sure all other employees are out and safe before myself. Yep, that's right, I'm putting my life on the line for others {firm pat on the back}. What I don't really understand is why we need to practice this drill. We learned so early in school what to do and now as adults still need lessons? And really, if there were a tornado, or fire, or other extreme condition, are people really going to listen to me, or just run for their lives? I think I'd probably be running for my own at that point. If you can't figure it out, too bad. Hard lesson learned. So, in a bit here, I'm heading to the basement to sweat it out with hundreds of other county employees. Good times.
4.20.2008
Thank you
As I’m folding up your quillo today
Reflecting of how it warms us in countless ways
It is such a gift, as you were in our lives
Teaching us the warmth of family
The meaning of home
And the gifts of love
All we hope to pass on
I love and miss you Grandma
Reflecting of how it warms us in countless ways
It is such a gift, as you were in our lives
Teaching us the warmth of family
The meaning of home
And the gifts of love
All we hope to pass on
I love and miss you Grandma
Happy Birthday
4.18.2008
Crabbit
That's what I am today. Not for the greatest of reasons. Partly because I was up too late in order to LOSE all 3 of our games. The other reason are small ones that are just piling up into a little mound.
I pose a question for the parental units out there... how do you feel about baby swimming classes? I was planning to sign Peanut and myself up for the 'Minnows' class in June, with a good friend and her babe that's the same age. I told BigCat about it yesterday and it proceeded into a disagreement on our way to FIL and MIL's. The class is for little ones 6-18 months, Peanut would be about 10. Obviously he may not actually learn to swim, but I thought it would be fun for the two of us and that he'd get acclimated to the water before the almighty Lake E vacay. I was so excited and then quickly disappointed when I learned that the hubby doesn't think it's a good idea whatsoever. Just to verify, he thinks lessons would be good someday but just not this early. I see his point but I still think it would be a good idea and good fun for Peanut and me! As of right now, I said 'fine, I won't do it' but now I'm leaning towards doing it.
I pose a question for the parental units out there... how do you feel about baby swimming classes? I was planning to sign Peanut and myself up for the 'Minnows' class in June, with a good friend and her babe that's the same age. I told BigCat about it yesterday and it proceeded into a disagreement on our way to FIL and MIL's. The class is for little ones 6-18 months, Peanut would be about 10. Obviously he may not actually learn to swim, but I thought it would be fun for the two of us and that he'd get acclimated to the water before the almighty Lake E vacay. I was so excited and then quickly disappointed when I learned that the hubby doesn't think it's a good idea whatsoever. Just to verify, he thinks lessons would be good someday but just not this early. I see his point but I still think it would be a good idea and good fun for Peanut and me! As of right now, I said 'fine, I won't do it' but now I'm leaning towards doing it.
4.17.2008
My Baby
He's already 8 months! Where does the time go??
Sand volleyball starts tonight. A 9:30 game... don't they know I'm getting too old to be out that late on a work night?!?!?
Sand volleyball starts tonight. A 9:30 game... don't they know I'm getting too old to be out that late on a work night?!?!?
4.16.2008
Baa Baa
In looking for the cute lil' lambs out the back window, I'm suddenly distracted by all the... garbage! Yesterday's wind seems to have blown in every piece of litter people throw out along with the neighbor's ball and flung it up against the farmer's fence lining our backyard. 11hn hg <------ (Peanut was typing to say hi). Disgusting.
4.15.2008
1st Friday
That's what today is, my first Friday of the week. Gotta love it! Peanut and I are just hanging out tomorrow, maybe getting a few things done, but mainly playing. I'm looking forward to it so. And with the beautiful weather I intend to get us out for our first walk of the season... I can hardly wait!
Don't you hate when your stomach doesn't hold as much as you want it to? That happened to me last night at Benihana (mmm)... The good news is that I have an awesome lunch today. Woo hoo!
Don't you hate when your stomach doesn't hold as much as you want it to? That happened to me last night at Benihana (mmm)... The good news is that I have an awesome lunch today. Woo hoo!
4.13.2008
4.10.2008
List
I love lists, I make one for everything I can think of, so today I'm listing 5 things I'm thankful for (other than the obvious ones like my wonderful family and friends).
* that my daycare provider hasn't called me to pick up Peanut (she informed me this a.m. that she's sick but would keep the kids as long as she didn't develop a temp. being she just had a babe herself, I've missed a decent amount of work because of their appts, etc. don't necessarily want to miss more)
* for work - this even feels odd for me to say, but I am. I absolutely l.o.v.e my Wednesdays off with Peanut, but coming back to work isn't so bad either. I have the perfect schedule. can hardly beat 2 Fridays in a week.
* veggie wraps - a new restaurant opened in the Anoka area and they have my new fave! it's a steamed veggie wrap with havarti cheese... awesome!
* watching Oprah yesterday - it was about her new book choice, A New Earth. I wasn't overly interested in it until yesterday. I learned one tip that I plan to use the rest of my life, to try to lower anxiety, about being in the here and now. It worked like a charm last night, quickly to sleep I fell without a thought on my mind. I may just go get the book now.
* inside work - I'm actually thankful I have plenty to do indoors the next few days. the outdoors are becoming much too depressing!
Life is good.
* that my daycare provider hasn't called me to pick up Peanut (she informed me this a.m. that she's sick but would keep the kids as long as she didn't develop a temp. being she just had a babe herself, I've missed a decent amount of work because of their appts, etc. don't necessarily want to miss more)
* for work - this even feels odd for me to say, but I am. I absolutely l.o.v.e my Wednesdays off with Peanut, but coming back to work isn't so bad either. I have the perfect schedule. can hardly beat 2 Fridays in a week.
* veggie wraps - a new restaurant opened in the Anoka area and they have my new fave! it's a steamed veggie wrap with havarti cheese... awesome!
* watching Oprah yesterday - it was about her new book choice, A New Earth. I wasn't overly interested in it until yesterday. I learned one tip that I plan to use the rest of my life, to try to lower anxiety, about being in the here and now. It worked like a charm last night, quickly to sleep I fell without a thought on my mind. I may just go get the book now.
* inside work - I'm actually thankful I have plenty to do indoors the next few days. the outdoors are becoming much too depressing!
Life is good.
4.05.2008
Picture Overload
It's been a while, so I'm playin catch up!
At Auntie Chelle and Uncle Mike's party
Say cheese!
A pic of Peanut to take to Mexico
4.03.2008
Safe & Sound
Just wanted to let Blogland know that I'm home again, safe and sound. I had a great time in Mexico with my lesbian lover, AD. You didn't know this about me?? Well, that's because it's far from true, obviously. After moving into our first hotel room we soon heard the clank, clank, clank
of dishes being washed in the hall outside our room and the entire floor smelled of steakhouse. I called and said nah-ah. So, we were moved to a couple's hotel where we were 'that couple'. You could see it in everyone's eyes, the interest of knowing our story. Anyway, the hotel was very nice and outside of doing way too much traveling, our trip was awesome. I will get some pics posted this weekend sometime.
The wedding was beautiful... Congratulations again Tre and Jason!! I'm so happy I was able to be a part of the festivities.
Coming home was a huge highlight... being away makes me realize how much I love my "real life" and how great it is being here.
of dishes being washed in the hall outside our room and the entire floor smelled of steakhouse. I called and said nah-ah. So, we were moved to a couple's hotel where we were 'that couple'. You could see it in everyone's eyes, the interest of knowing our story. Anyway, the hotel was very nice and outside of doing way too much traveling, our trip was awesome. I will get some pics posted this weekend sometime.
The wedding was beautiful... Congratulations again Tre and Jason!! I'm so happy I was able to be a part of the festivities.
Coming home was a huge highlight... being away makes me realize how much I love my "real life" and how great it is being here.
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